It's a new day and a new dawn.
If I'm honest this little stint has been kickstarted by my other half pestering me since December to shift some weight. I'm hoping that if I do kick some pounds he'll be happier with me and I'll be happier within myself. Being a compulsive eater and terrified of being the bulimic wreck I once was I have let myself gain weight and become miserable in myself. I know that I have a great figure and I know how to work curves to my advantage - people are always telling me how good I look but I just don't feel it. Looking in the mirror every morning is a depressing start to the day.
Size 14 is not fat - that's not what I'm telling people.
I'm not the new Kenneth Tong but I can't handle feeling this unattractive anymore.
Today @ 11:30
I weigh 11 stone
I have smoked 3 Marlborough lights
For breakfast I have blended 2 pears, 1 apple, 2 slices of lemon and a spoonful of honey with water.
That works out at around 300 calories but with little or no fat.
I am now going to cycle to the supermarket and back for more vegetable supplies!
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